I look around and all I see is stuff.
Secure , sturdy stuff.
A bed for the friends that aren’t around.
A table with two chairs for dinner of one.
There is no connection here, this place is just part of the job. That’s all it is, a job. Not a career.
I wanted a life of adventure. I wanted a chance to explore and learn from the world. Security is a myth. You can’t take it with you.